My thoughts

Date: 27/4/2020

I think today is my bad day. I am not feeling from last 2 days. Today I wake up at 7 am and at the same time, I went for a bath. And before I properly dress up over homeowner shouted a lot to all who stay in their house by rent. so I went outside and asked what happened then she told you all are using water too much and she told especially to us that you are using a lot. And this is not the first time she always told this but we ignored and always told ok but this time it hurts me because she points my mom and so I didn't have control my mind and I feel so angry. I told if you see or if you have proof then you can tell that even we are using water very carefully but even after you always scold us than we will not listen to you. We are educated so you don't need to tell us how to use and her way of talking is also very bad. she always treats us like labour. But I need some peace so if I have no peace then why I will pay you. And I am not your servant. Today I feel so bad because my mom cried in front of me and for me, my mom is the strongest person of the family and It is the first time I saw my mom weak. It feels me so hurt that I am not able to give a good life to my parents. This time it's my responsibility that I give a good life to them but today I feel why I am leaving even I am not capable to give a better life to them. This time over family is totally unstable and I don't know how I manage everything. After this incident, my mind is stuck and mom shared many things to me and while saying she cried and that makes me cry. That Time I thought that my father not able to fulfil all requirements but that is not only there responsibility means I am also their daughter so it is my responsibility also. Even my di is also very strong and even after she is married but she things a lot for us and she is doing. But this time I find myself very bad daughter only because of me only mummy cry today. After that di called us and want to discuss something I also talked with her. she was so tensed about the current condition. This time again I feel helpless that I am not able to help her but I was trying to control my tears at that time and try to give some suggestion and she told what's there planning. she told me that many people told me and blame on me so at that time I felt that I have to support her and I know she is right. I am a younger one in my family so everyone especially my di always tries to away me from any burden. But I tried to give some suggestion and I gave and support her. After that, I called one of my childhood friends and ask for some solution and she gave me some solution. And I told that thing to di. Now its approx 2 pm and I feel so tired and there is irritation in my eyes so I took lunch and slept for some time. After a sleep of 2hr, I got up and went for some grocery items and took that. Because of this corona pandemic, I washed everything first. To make my mom come out from current situation I tried to divert her mind in some other things for some time but after that my aunty called so she was busy in that call and I took my dinner and finished my homework. Before I finished my work my friends called me after a long time because I finished my work so I talked with them and after talking I feel good. That's the reason I like friends only because even for some time I forgot all tension with I suffered that always makes me happy. While writing this my di called me and told me what can I do in this pandemic situation for father because he is alone there and we discussed that and closed the call.

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